but aren’t we all just wolves in sheeps clothing? but my costume is so clean! I finally tucked my little claws inside of my little feet and I am standing so proud and so haughty.
This girl is my bestest best friend! I feel like no one knows me until they at least know who my best friend is. There is no one that even comes close to her. We are like Johnathon and David in the Bible. I feel like our souls are knit together. I just thought that the world should know that I love her to death
I know that I deserve to die for the murder in my heart. So be gentle with me Jesus as you tear me apart. please kill the liar, kill the thief in me. You know that I am tired of their cruelty. Breathe into my spirit, breathe into my veins…until only love remains.
I somehow forgot how much I love this song and this band :) They are one of the best lyricists ever.
just listen. it’s about his dad’s death. even if you can’t relate, just listen. the end is my favorite.
“If you hear me constantly drilling home the message that God designed for you to have hot, sexy sex (that’s funny) with one man (or woman, depending upon whatever the heck you are), in heterosexual marriage - to glorify him and to bring you joy - that’s because you’re right, I am saying it constantly, and I’ll continue to drill it home. It is not bad to go or habituate yourself towards a sexual pleasure center, but don’t habituate yourself towards a crappy counterfeit.”
This video bring to light the truth about porn addiction. I have A.D.D, but this video still captured my whole attention. It explains how porn is bad and just some of the ways that it affects people. It explains that porn addiction is really sex before marriage and a yearning for premarital sex, but Jesus will still forgive us of it anyways if we ask. This video is just so real and raw that I can’t help but let it captivate me. It is a very good investment of time, even if you’re not addicted to porn.
This is my favorite video in the whole entire world. I’ve watched it about 5 times already and I still haven’t gotten tired of it yet. It’s about different people from around the world video taping themselves for a day. It has people from all different cultures and backgrounds and languages and stuff, and I loooooove it. I’m never more happy than when I’m watching this video :)
God doesn’t need us, but he deeply wants us. He wants us to know him more. the more we know him, the more we can love Him (It’s hard to love someone if you hardly know them). The more we love Him, the more we will want to know Him and everything else will fall into place. I want this. I want to be so lost in God that He’s all I can think about. Right now, I am a hypocrite. I pretend that I have it all figured out; I go to church every Sunday and Wednesday and I wear Christian shirts,etc., but when it comes down to it, I don’t really know the one I’m advertising. It’s like this: Let’s say that I go on a vacation for a month and leave you with a detailed instruction manual about how to take care of the animals and what to do if the toilet leaks and when to water the plants and so on and so forth. Then you call me and tell me that you read the manual everyday and went through and highlighted all the parts you thought were important and you tell me how much you liked it and you even started a small group for people that need help with their home care. But, what if when I got home and pulled into the driveway, I could see all the plants in the window and they were dead and dried up, and then I could see a graveyard full of all my pets that you were supposed to take care of and when I stepped inside, I could see water on the floor because the toilet overflowed when it leaked. You said how much you like my manual, but you didn’t follow it. That’s kind of where I’m at with God. Everyone thinks that I am a really good Christian and that I only have Christian friends and that I always think about God, but the truth is, that’s not me. I have friends that are druggies and friends that I would never ever show God and I only think about God when I go to church and I am constantly sinning, even when I can clearly hear God telling me not to and I never read my Bible and I hardly ever pray and the list just goes on and on. I need to change and that change starts today. I am going to get to know my lover better and love Him more and talk to him more. I want to finally become the person that I have been pretending to be.
